The search is constant i the life of the living...ideals, soulmates, anyone to spend time with; making the time well spent, something to depend on. littering most of life are the regrets, the times one has to take a back seat, times cringing over something recalled and sometimes wishing no show-up at all. Calming nerveswith something handy, dealing with issues of abandonment. Crying for the kost, the price it costs. Maintaining the search for an upbeat, as life only reveals the istances of the beatdowns.