I'm a child of a soldier of war who fought in Vietnam it's nothing I feel I should be proud of he went away then returned with no gifts and no love he didn't want a kiss from his kids he wanted drugs half the time he was out of his mind and in another world he couldn't close his eyes to sleep coz every time he did he could see what he had done to innocent people with a gun it was hard to understand that he couldn't be here because he was still over there in a jungle of some kind in his mind I couldn't feel nothing but shame too young to see he wasn't the blame I didn't know there was a fire and he stared into the flame I still couldn't forgive him for the things that he did as long as he lived now I know that I was wrong but it's too late to tell him that because now he's gone and he ain't coming back the same as he was