What if

Frustrated

I'm frustrated that I cant have what I want
What I feel for
what I need, what I know is right for me
When I know that all I want is you

Im complete by the essence of you
and its because if your eyes
I feel like you understand me

Not one word have I spoken
But I have heard everything you said
even when you werent saying anything

Im afraid of loving you
but afraid of rejection
Completely frustrated
for the love of you
and the essence of me. feel me.
 

What time is it?

I have no idea what time it is
but I know that now is the time to act
to make a move

But now Im stuck,
what move do I make
what wave do I catch
what shore do I call me beach

And everything is within my reach
like a ragged toy in chihuahua's teeth
so that is what time it is
Time to move. time for action.

The world turns

The world turns
even if I sit, stand, or lay down
it moves with me or without me
So I need to make a choice

Do I get in
and if I get in, do I stay in
but if I stay in, I need to make sure I dont lay in
for nothing comes to those who sleep

Who dream of life
who watch the world turn
 

Bacon

You remind me of bacon
Sitting there wrinled up
sizzling with the heat of your wasted life

and here I am bacon by product
pig companion
call me "eggs"

But I wish I could walk away
call me stallion
and freedom is all I see
freedom from you
from bacon
 

My Daughter

My daughter is wickedly awesome
at 2, its tantrums
and I love to watch them

As much as I love to watch her smiles
The quirky way she looks for acceptance
when she knows shes done something wrong

But not in my eyes
she is wickedly awesome
wicked and awesome

my flower, my blosson
I love you forever
hugs and kisses
your Daddy

Nicki Minaj

What anon her
I tried to focus on her face
but her walk put me in a different place

and then I heard her rap
and that was that

Nicki for life
this moment for life

Where the thugs at?

Where the real thugs at
the ones that work for their families
and put in the work day to day

knowing in return
they may never get a thank you
but rather an "about time"
or "what took you so long"

so I need to know where the real thugs at,
well where you at?

Cold

Some days I can be just as cold as the wind blows
as cold as 20 degree weather
and the wind chill factor
we can call it "bill day"

Thats the day all the bills come
and my money runs from me
so fast I thought it had shoes on trying to run away

but then those days dont last
and I am not that cold

Watch out for the police

You should always watch out for the police
but the question is
should you police yourself

The fame and fortune is there for anyone that wants it
Sometimes you have to follow the rules
just make sure you know when not to

Know when to kick and scream
until you are heard
know when to breath
but sometimes you need to know when to hold your breath

You have no limits
So dont put any on yourself
but know when to police yourself

or someone will do it for you

Own The Board

Im trying to own the board y'all
to have it for one moment in time
when I knew it was mine

where you were no where to be found
and the only voice that is heard is mine
You hear me now dont you know

and I want you to hear more
but I want you to want it

You want it dont you