Thought about speaking my truth still trying to figure out what me speaking is gonna do I ain’t ever been so stressed or worried about the next day trying to put together this next play my life has been shattered since this pandemic came now it’s life I’m chasing after because I want so much to change ....been feeling so numb no emotion can’t focus I been up in the middle of the night lyin hopeless they say I’m losing my mind that I’m so broken but they don’t hear me when I’m crying so I’ll show them all these scatter thoughts not one that can be chosen I been plotting ideas writing them down seeing if I can provoke one ain’t had any luck I’m starting to not give af about how I program reaching out half empty now where near full I been giving away parts of myself since you know who I swear my heart is too big I love everyone but I been hurt so much idk what it feels like to be healed for once I been chasing that high I once felt a couple years ago been burned every time I drop my guard down so I’m just use to watching my fears unfold I’m insecure I need to be reassured I speak from pain and love I swear the lines have been blurred ...
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The Immortal Wize says: Quite profound thoughts it is your truth that's healing. It's not what others know as much as it is "what you believe" look around ask yourself "why am I here" the answer will astound you. |
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Mood:LifeThought about speaking my truth still trying to figure out what me speaking is gonna do I ain’t ever been so stressed or worried about the next day trying to put together this next play my life has been shattered since this pandemic came now it’s life I’m chasing after because I want so much to change ....been feeling so numb no emotion can’t focus I been up in the middle of the night lyin hopeless they say I’m losing my mind that I’m so broken but they don’t hear me when I’m crying so I’ll show them all these scatter thoughts not one that can be chosen I been plotting ideas writing them down seeing if I can provoke one ain’t had any luck I’m starting to not give af about how I program reaching out half empty now where near full I been giving away parts of myself since you know who I swear my heart is too big I love everyone but I been hurt so much idk what it feels like to be healed for once I been chasing that h...  |
FadedIts what you do to me, damn its what you do how u control me when you flow thru my veins hoping to get rid of this pain.can't move can't think cold showers for hours just searching...baby your love is made out of a drug and the line has become blurry crossed it too many times because I'm hurting.....overdosing I thought love cud heal you say u can't show me the love I wanna feel tell me.if its enough to just lay right here dreaming of you floating on a cloud or two come back to earth and it all hits me at once I'm addicted to you....how u satisfy my need ....make it so hard to breathe faded of your love indeed I've given you the power you seek guide me as you wreak havoc on my body ....torturing my mind harassing my.thoughts beating up my heart its clear your tearing.my world aprt it clear this habit can be bought over time it has been taught...as I feel my body going into shock I panic I know I'm frantic searching for ways to reverse this reaction....if only I did turn back the t... |
Truth 101Sometimes I feel like I'm dream in like the picture I'm seeing ain't the picture I'm being ....catch the cold sweats when I'm sleeping nightmares run my mind as I'm breathing​ I lose sight of a path god wants me to succeed in ...to say I'm ppl pleasing ain't the reason I'm losing my paper rather see the smile on your face now then later cud never be a hater though they surround me like a gate up I cud never push this weight off I point the finger at my heart cuz I love too hard I question each and every call.. I'm giving you my all like I'm obligated to like am I really being a fool?idk any more what's the truth though they act like they got it figured out u shud never judge somebody before u get to know what they about ... I lose track of the running mouths the shade being thrown around ... I cud tell​ you whose fake and call em out....but it ain't that deep I got a sane mind to keep... I got pockets to feed.. I'm trying to remain at peace ... Im tired of the bs ... |