UNWANTED

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just different

 The feeling of being unwanted,
And then that person coming to you frontin,
As if you can't comprehend the situation at hand
When unconditional love was the only demand.
Pushed shoved and tossed to the side,
Is the other girl that wants to die inside.
Used abused and neglected,
And you think that I'm the only one being affected,
When sadly you're mistaken,
Cause you're the one fakin
Trying to be this awesome parent but you have a rude awakening.
Lacking and yearning to be loved by the ones who subconsciously kill you inside,
And you telling me that behind a mask is where you choose to hide?
A mask of anger, sorrow and dispair,
But you treat me as if i was never there.
Kicked, disrespected, and degrading, is what you did to me.
In all shapes physically mentally and emotionally.
That feeling of drowning in your own tears
Afraid to face your real fears
Of confronting yourself in the mirror
And realizing everything isnt at all any clearer
Cuz you made a mistake by letting me go
But the most saddest part is you act as if you dont know
What it used to feel like to feel unwanted
Cuz last time i checked you were the once being haunted
By your denial, depression, and aggravation
I no longer choose to walk in your imitation...