Silence of the Flesh

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Quiet flesh! 

. . . 

Heart speak a little louder

Silence flesh! 

fears are getting brighter and brighter

Calm flesh! 

pleaseeee . . . shhhhhhhhhh… 

I’m trying to listen . . . 

I’m trying to understand this voice that I’m hearing in distance. 

Which place that it flows from?

Is it really you I hear?

A small voice inside of me finding pushing its way through the fear. 

Hush flesh. . . Stop it! 

What did you just say?!

“ You are really mental Ill and most definitely insane!”

“You’re losing it, and a prisoner to your mistakes and regret!

Shame only fills you,

So true love You will never get!

You aren’t worthy or deserving!

You were made for Sacrifice for another person’s pleasure, success, and delight!

Your heart is broken 

It can’t listen 

nor does it speak!”

Heart speak up! 

A little louder! 

Your voice I need! 

… 

. . . I hear you in the distance 

. . . I’m picking up on ur sound

There you go a little louder

I think your voice I found 

Flesh I can still hear you 

trying to over power and overtake 

Trying to make me think I’m bat crazy and simply deranged

Creating illusions and depictions failure and deceit 

Hey heart I’m listening 

It’s your voice seek!

Speak louder and guide me on this journey I’m on 

faith about the size of a mustard seed 

So little and small 

But I trust you 

You aren’t broken … 

you’re healing that’s all.

With each injury you’ve just been strengthened to conqueror more and more. 

Vocal training for you to loosen the constructions of the world 

Heart speak louder 

I’m listening 

Flesh simmer

. . . Speak slow