the light is on I'm still in the shadow of doubt in my own confinement trying to figure it out who I'm trying to kid I'm trying to get out and still live something got to give I swear to God I'm if I see one more balloon release the world's most repeatedly spoken abbreviation is RIP go tell Jesus Lazarus is dead he ain't sleep he's decease the shepherd died leaving behind wandering sheep roaming the wilderness looking for a piece of leftover manna it fell from heaven God provided it once upon a time don't know why but been feeling kinda slighted love ones throw parties I'm uninvited everyone knows I'm not coming I don't like the feeling of being uncomfortable focus on the backdoor
I hear something on the back porch gripping a pole if a head pop out I'm gone whack a mole never go to sights unseen if you can't find me on either side I can be found some where in between in a gansta lean diamond in the back like a star it gleams I make a mess I clean house in two words or less like "go" and "get out" people think I'm angry when I'm talking loud but when I'm mad I'm gone growl like a wolf howl acting a fool like I'm the devil's child throwing a fit about to up and quit on the spot on the dot but it's all a plot a gamble ain't gone throw in the towel until I hit what I aim to hit