I was born a different breed,
unordinary compared to others who conform to the ways that seem to be widely accepted, but as for me and my cognition, I pledge to be different and listen to that little voice inside of my head, daring me to be my own man, and also to lie in the bed I made with my own hands, I just pray it's a comfortable place to lay, and not a cold grave dug by my misguided ways, it's hard to understand truly why things happen, especially when it's the last thing that you'd ever wish for, but I fight for survival because I believe it's worth raising my fist for, anger is the enemy doubt is my advesary, finding real solutions make my problems feel imaginary
Just_zeek
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love_supreme says: Ok, this is a nice poem. |
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