Leo

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first love

Leo you really held my heart,you seen my emptiness from the start. You prey on the broken hearts of the people that feel like they are already a lost causes that's how you envolve, you tell them they deserve to have it all, you tell them, beautiful you wouldn't have a care in the world, I swear I will cherish it and show you the world. Leo you was devoted to me, so I wanted to give you everything you need. Silly of me I was still so green even though I was from the streets, even though your younger, you the one I really the most from, since day one. We talk about how Virgo had his run but Leo you really the worst one. You build me up to tare me down one by one while you had your fun. Tired of trying to get you to see I'm the best there ever could be, I loved you as truamatized and abused, basically I loved the pyschopath in you. Leo it's no news how you knew the tools to use, you was my best friend in school so you already knew what I had been through so I guess you thought you could use me too. Leo did the fool, she showed me that friends don't always show their true hands. Even when the cancer began you would only pretend to give a damn about the state I was in, working two jobs, while all four kids still need for heavens sake, all you did was take and take, than say look at the mess I created. I'm amazed with all that I gave while being your slave, maid, an bank can't even think when I remembered when my boat started to sank. Was it the cps case, or when you left me an never got my calls or was it when the cops was first involved, I don't know it could my memory or the way you use to hit me, or how you would lay up next to me knowing that you was going to be the death of me. Leo do you see I was so dumb I let create me, just so you wouldn't trade me, knee deep in, ended up with Stockholm syrodrom while you played the victim. Leo you destroyed me, you claimed to be what I needed and played the game how you seen fit, it was me that was deceived by my own greed. I let you steal my soul and it showed because my world became even more scarring. My family no longer exists and still I missed the signs that you wasn't it. Me calling it quits was the hardest thing I can admit, but still you didn't resist and made me your prerogative. From stalking, to lying about jumping, and getting me fired I was done with all the bull . So I moved smarter, Neva thought about ya til my marriage partner made me realize well hell at least Leo was smarter. We reconnected and by then I was demanding respect I'm tired of having to bring Betty on the set. Enough was enough so I jet, couldn't careless ready to end it all my scars had envolved into Tyti the worst personality of them all. I thought we was shooting for the stars but then you got my involved and this is the greatest chapter of them all. Leo you seen all the same things that you seen in me. Confused and all the angry that I wanted to use to destroy you, had me singing the blues with no auto tune. I was a walking time bomb with no lungs to tell the world what you had done. Devastated and reckless I became the devil's advocate, I wanted y'all to hurt really much worst that's what I felt y'all deserved. Leo you a crafty lil bastard you thought you was going destroy my world an I would return your broke lonely lil girl after. You didn't plan on me getting fixed, turning through the pages real quick. Leo never known me like this, it's always been just a myth. God restore me to stand so I wouldn't fall, sad to say my libra had to risk it all, just so I can evolve. So without further delay, Tajamia is here to stay! Tyti had to go away so I can stand in my truth today thanks Hiru! Leo you will always be for you and that's cool do you but as for me I can no longer be, the punching bag you need because now I see me for me.