Whew called it close, I thought today was gone be the most, but it showed me two different versions of me quick come see.
The old me would never fold and do as she always told, even when disrespected I just accepted it, don't give up sis, you can do this! Everyone else called it quits, someone gotta stay to help her break this .
The challenges that I was face with, would break any quick. I'm tougher, but I love her, the people made her like this. Those was my endless excuses, along with she sorry, or it's just a bad day. Maintaining while trying to fix you, drained me black and blue.
No more glow, no more fun to show, no more poems, couldn't make not one come out right, because it wasn't from the heart. I couldn't expose my world for the fraud we were. So I tried to show you that I love more than rest and I can be better than the next, but my smile no longer exist, and my spirit was dim as . Feeding off your energy I became 1 with thee and promised to never leave so we could live out your dreams and be the perfect team or what may seems.
The new me what can I say, all bad love fades away, I watched you play victim, to the situation you created then tried to play devastated. That inner girl was scared at first, I didn't want to revert to being your good lil girl because In this world I'm getting what I deserve, standing on my truth, exposing all my lies and cutting off ties to all the wrong vibes. No need to longer hide behind that scared little girl inside. Today I take pride to say I have survived and found the real me! So you can turn green and get real mean but you won't get a scene out of me no way.
I faced my abuser today and I must say the Growth of me is really great but the peace that I find within is the reason why you could never return even as a friend!
Tata2020!
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mlowe5 says: Powerful, Tata2020! Grow on! May your pregnant poetic mind continue to birth forth fueling inspiration. Thanks. Peace and Love. |
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GrowingWhew called it close, I thought today was gone be the most, but it showed me two different versions of me quick come see. The old me would never fold and do as she always told, even when disrespected I just accepted it, don't give up sis, you can do this! Everyone else called it quits, someone gotta stay to help her break this . The challenges that I was face with, would break any quick. I'm tougher, but I love her, the people made her like this. Those was my endless excuses, along with she sorry, or it's just a bad day. Maintaining while trying to fix you, drained me black and blue. No more glow, no more fun to show, no more poems, couldn't make not one come out right, because it wasn't from the heart. I couldn't expose my world for the fraud we were. So I tried to show you that I love more than rest and I can be better than the next, but my smile no longer exist, and my spirit was dim as . Feeding off your energy I became 1 with thee and promised to never leave so we could ... |
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