Like a scuba diver in a black hole squeezed inside of an 500ft underwater cave running out of oxygen my chest tightens up leaving me breathless
Fainting into another galaxy floating with light weight
Out of body experience is what my mind wanted to vision, but didn't come true , but it's five because God will see me through
Anxiety is the crashing on a wave high as an mountain out of breath drifting into sleep
Like an security guard being on guard with invisible forces is an everyday battle that sometimes defeats me against the ropes
,But one day I will win succeed and finally exhale
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