I’ve lost my place on this earth face
For running the race
At too fast a pace
But I’m a child of disgrace
So pain
Is what I taste
At a young age
I lost the race
To be chaste
So the next stage
Was to be full of rage
My turning the page
Led me
To another place
A place
I chose to embrace
That place
Changed the features
On my face
For my face
Then showed the pain
The anger and soul filled stain
It was hard to regain
Leverage in my brain
Too hard to sustain
Too painful to maintain
I no longer desired
To be a part of this plane
This place was not for me
For it was too mundane
Suffered too many storms
Thunders and rain
Though plenty years of sowing
Hardly received any grain
And so then I began
A voyage of the mind
Which helped me
To more easily find
Strength & power
Power to give sight to the blind
For my last hour is sooner than later
And I don’t want to die
Being known as a devastator
But a motivator
An emotional instigator
Soul Invigorator
Help you see
Help you breathe
Help you believe in the most high
As He believes in thee!
It is my duty to suffer
But to be a testimony
For my alimony
Is to pay off my debt of sin
At the end of my days
I can die with a grin
Knowing I did all within my ability
Used my intellectuality
To not only rebuild my own reality
But to help others regain a sense of sanity
Thus here I remain
Using the words of my brain
In hopes that tomorrow
I shall still remain
For if I pass before tomorrow
I don’t want to be known
As a man of sorrow
But a man of joy
That brought light to the world
And brought some love & peace
To my wife and little girl.
SkTzO