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Been trying to find that focal point
inside myself
So that i may slip around the jagged edge
Of the crying pain
the vision of you near, lost from my joys
while i, cower like a child
Hiding my sorrows
in the shadows
in the rain
My breaking heart…
tearing itself apart
As painfully aware
of its impending end
As if it were not to be,
forever
Pretending
crushed hopes and broken dreams
Do not exist,
lost in the echoes
Of fallen love angels dance
In the shadows and darkness
circling
As fate watchful and waiting
for the cue
The perfect moment
to take me down under
Angling from hidden depths within…
While i continue to struggle
Drowning in sorrow
in my empty room
Joyful memories
erasing themselves
from inside out
Ripped
from my burning sorrows
Awaiting…
the kiss of death
Having a wistful look
frozen into a mantra
Skipping a stone
across the river of time
As my mind and thoughts unfold
Hoping, wishing praying, crying
still trying
For that miracle
ordered so long ago with you
As if.
Now,
i am alone with you,
still lost,
Still
trying to connect with you,
Even if i fail,
i will not stop
Been trying
to accept the cost
failure to resist...
the memory
of THAT... Kiss
…still Lost
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