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LATLEY I BEEN DIFFERENT I JUST AIN'T BEEN THE SAME.
ALOT IS ON MY HEART BUT THE PRESSURES ON MY BRAIN.
THE WEIGHT AIN'T EVEN EQUAL MY HEART IT TELLS THE TRUTH MY BRAIN CAN ONLY THINK FOR ME AND THAT AIN'T NOTHING NEW.
I SIT SOMETIMES AND WONDER ON WHERE I WANNA BE.
ALL IN ALL MY VISIONS YOU THAT'S ALL I EVER SEE.
BUT MY EYESIGHT HAS BEEN BLURRY BUT YOUR STILL IN MY VISION.
MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS OVER FLOWED SO TELL ME WHAT I'M MISSING.
IT'S YOU WHO'S MISSING OUT YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND.
IT'S HARD TO SPERATE FRIENDSHIP WHEN YOUR IN LOVE WITH A MAN.
SO I WAS SAYING LET YOU GO MY HEART WANTED YOU TO STAY.
AND EVEN WHEN I DIDN'T WANNA CARE I STILL COULDN'T WALK AWAY.
I HELD ON FOR SO MANY THINGS BUT NEVER FOUND A CURE.
YOUR SMILE IS WHAT I CRAVED THE MOST BECAUSE IT WAS SO PURE.
I FOUND MYSELF IN PAIN AND JUST SICK FOR NO REASON.
ALWAYS GIVING GOD PRAISES SO I JUST KEPT BELIEVING.
UNTIL I WENT AN SAW A DOCTOR WHO THEN PRESCRIBED YOU AS MY DRUG.
HE SAID I CAN'T TREAT YOUR DISORDER CAUSE YOUR DIAGNOSES IS LOVE.
I JUST CRIED WHEN HE WALKED AWAY JUST LIKE I DO WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU, SO FOR NOW I'M RECOVERING FROM A BROKEN HEART THAT YOU CAUSED AND I ALLOWED BECAUSE I LET MY GUARDS DOWN FOR MY FIRST LOVE.
BUT SHAME ON ME CAUSE I KNEW BETTER!!
