I use to be the guy
To treat his woman like a queen
Had visions of white picket fences and wedding rings
For the heart of woman I’d go through anything
The fights the fuss the constant meddling
But over time this little light of mine
Ain’t shining bright
I contemplate whether I am really all about that life
I know deep down I’m longing for a wife
But my biggest concern is that I get the timing right
Because
Divorce is a big no no
And if I take those vows
My fidelity can’t be no no show
They say distance makes the heart grow fonder
And women are attracted to those who resemble father
And this is scary to me
We’re already in a long distance relationship
And your mommy was never happy with daddy
But this ain’t them
And that ain’t us
For us to last this long it must be more than luck
For you to stick around I know you must give a little ***
Even though every other day you hate my ***ing guts
I do love you
Probably more than you’ll ever know
And I’m constantly thinking of ways
To let my feelings show
I know it’s hard for you
Going through life wondering how I feel
Whether or not this little love of ours is ever really real
—-s.e.p
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