Ruined

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life

My outlook on family is ruined
just like you ruined my body
you was suppose to be the one to protect me
but you just couldn't see
that what you were doing wasn't normal to me
you broke into my body
Took every bit of my humanity
Nightmares of that night
Tried to scream for help no one in sight
can't help but feel like it's my fault
Intoxication on on your breath lust in your eyes
Did you not think that you wouldn't get caught
stay away from me
OUT OF ME
just die already
i never want to see you again
you ruined me
YOU RUINED ME
maybe if i hadn't been drinking
you wouldn't have taken me
Taken all of me
the taste of you still on my lips
i can still feel you inside of me
Im so disgusted with myself
i can never trust anyone else
Gotta live in misery
gotta live with this MEMORY