Your Lover, Your Mistress

Why did i allow you in
Make me feel so good.
Would you stay forever if you could?
What if she find out would you leave?
Im basically coming at you with my heart on my sleeve but still you cant see
that the walls are closing on me
my wounds wide open for all to see.
the pain you inflicted on me wasnt easy to take
a decision to leave is one i refused to make
when you hold me, your breath on my neck
my flesh against yours my nails deep in your back
i feel as if i belong even when you pledged your life to someone else
Even though she's your wife i feel alone since you left
look into my else and tell me you don't feel my pain
you got her and me, but what was i too gain?
i few stolen moments of pleasure. many lonely nights a wild fire i had to learn to tame
I was yours even if she was the one with your last name.
damnit Boy I needed you to love me
you just wanted to make me feel gud from the inside out. i felt so good
the strokes the slaps it all was unreal
but the love that came later was something i didnt expect to feel.
I come to realize that i will never b your wife that thought made me sick
but i did come to one realization really quick
im here for one purpose
and thats to be
your LOVER
your MISTRESS