Instead of watching life, you should just hit the download button. Soak it all up, it was meant for you and its always been here. You spent too much time looking at it instead of looking into it. The thing about looking into it is that you can see yourself or eventual you will see yourself in it.
Somtime it is just a void but you are in there. You can yell into it and you will hear your voice echo, a loud thumping response too. Like something you have never heard because you have never heard it. Its the voice that keeps telling you to move forward.
Its probably my voice but you never really know.