how can you be a relative when we don't have a relationship you don't like me because I meditate I believe in God "I pray" why you don't want me to elevate you don't want to see me in a higher place we came out the same womb slept in the same room sometimes in the same bed washing our face with the same cloth wearing the same clothes "take it off" milking the same tit swapping spit If you ever in need of a kidney you can have one of mine if its a fit but you still don't get it do you "I got you" but still I'm lonely it's like a kiss goodnight from the lips of someone who gone wake up the next morning look at me strange like they don't know me "I know you" you too wishy washy for me to trust what happen to us I don't owe you sh*t! you don't owe me squat! but when my feelings involve I can't help but hope to see a return on my investment I invision me moving towards you then I see me moving in the opposite direction I can't erase a word to change a answer to make corrections I tend to pen it all but no longer that sentimental can't write you to make it better don't expect a letter or a call "the mind is all" it's all mental I rather hone steel than sharpen a pencil it's all blood and tears waiting on love to find me I swear I smell poison in the air when you breathe around me more volatile than a demonic attack I need the force to strike back I know "you not with me"