at nightime
I never dream, I plot on illegal schemesand thoughtsto come across counterfit creamat night timeI think constant about the times I didn'thave a conscienceand laugh about my no good life, the raftof trife streaming down the river of ignorant nonsenseat night timewhen I'm alone and laying next to the chrome plated 45I'm so suprised how quiet he's been in these trying timesat night time is when I feel blind to patience and begin creation ofconversations to wrong contemplationsat nightimelately I have been talking to myself and just maybe Ineed to venture on over to mental healthat night timeI lay in despair with tobacco smoke in the air"God listen are you truly there?"but it's only at night time, after all is said and doneI'm usually fine by morningbright and positive like the Sun