I die daily so I wake up and I go on a rampage smiling and loving as much as I can. Knowing my time is short I dream of resorts where the sun is not shy and the women don't lie or deny their past. I ask as I awake from my dream to see the parallels before me and beside me. I reside in the collide in me running directing into the invisible faith I see of me being one day finally being able to be me. Not judged and put to death everyday. I die daily... I stand as a witness to the world and its woes I fight to stay alive against my foes all because of what I chose.