CHAPTER 38

HE'LL FIND ME

MAN APART OF HIS HEART WAS SO COLD, NOT KNOWING WHAT HIS PAST LIFE WAS LIKE HE KEPT APART OF HIM SO FROZE.

BUT I UNDERSTOOD THAT CAUSE APART OF ME USE TO BE, UNTIL LEARNING TO REINVENT MYSELF TO LOVE A BETTER ME.

BUT WE DEVELOPED MORE THAN JUST A FRIENDSHIP IT WAS MORE LIKE BEAUTIFUL, HE SAID GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES I SAID HOW UNUSUAL.

THAT A SMALL CONVERSATION COULD TURN SO DEEP, DEEPEST PAIN WE SHARED JUST US 3.

YOU, I AND GOD WE THANKED HIM WE MET, AND CAUSE IT'S SENT THROUGH HIM I KNOW YOU WANT FORGET.

THE TIMES I MADE YOU HAPPY OR EVEN MADE YOU SMILE, GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT AND NOT JUST FOR A WHILE.

INSEPARABLE BY RESPECT BUT COMPATIBLE BEHIND THE BEAT, EVEN IF I'M SPITTING FROM A FAR I KNOW HE'LL KNOW IT'S ME.

MUSIC'S THE CONNECTION!!

CONVENIENCE, COMFORT OR COMMITMENT

NEVER BE NOBODY'S CONVENIENCE OR COMFORT IF YOU TRULY WANT COMMITMENT, SIGNALS GET CROSSED AND THINGS START SHIFTING.

SEE THE COMFORT JUST RELAX YOU WHEN COMMITMENT AIN'T CONVENIENCE, PEOPLE JUST DON'T CARE IF YOU REALLY SEE IT.

COMMITMENT IS A TEAM AND CONVENIENCE AIN'T COMFORT TO NOBODY, CONVENIENCE AND COMFORT AIN'T COMMITMENT IT'S JUST ONE'S HOBBY.

JUST COMFORT YOUR MIND AND COMMITMENT WILL INTERCEPT THE LOVE OF CONVENIENCE, MAKE THEIR COMMITMENT BE TRUE FOR THE CONVENIENCE OF YOU CAUSE COMFORT DON'T CARE WHO NEEDS IT.

THE PAIN BEHIND PRECIOUS

THE P IS BROKEN PROMISES I NEVER HEALED FROM.

R IS THE YEARS THAT FORMED A RIVER WHEN THEY RUN.

E IS ALL THE TIMES I EVALUATED YOUR LOVE AND IT HURT.

C WAS MY COURTESY WHEN I FOUND MY WORTH.

I WAS MY INTELLIGENCE WHEN YOU THOUGHT I DIDN'T KNOW.

AND O WAS MY OUTLET WHEN I WAS LETTING GO.

U WAS MY U BUT SOMEHOW YOU COULDN'T SEE.

THAT S IS WHAT YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN AND THAT'S SATISFIED WITH ME.

BUT YOU WASN'T AND YOU LOST!!

CHAPTER 38

I BEEN WISHFUL THINKING FOR A MINUTE AND YET I FINALLY SEE, ALL THE THINGS I THOUGHT WE WAS IT WAS ONLY ME.

LOVING MYSELF WITH LACK OF ATTENTION LAYING NEXT TO MY EX, WONDERING IF HE'LL EVER CHANGE STILL CONSIDERING HIM MY BEST.

THE SNEAKY ISH THIS GUY DO AND PRETEND I DO NOT SEE, I NEVER TOOK MY EYE'S OFF HIM THAT JUST MADE IT EASY.

FOR HIM TO *** UP PRETENDING TO HARD FOR ME, THE BLIND CAN'T LEAD THE BLIND WISH YOU SHOULD'VE LET ME BE.

THE SAME WOMAN BEFORE I MET YOU I SEE YOU TAKE ADVANTAGE, AND WHEN I GIVE IT RIGHT BACK BOY I HOPE YOU CAN HANDLE IT.

SO FORGET YOU AND YOUR FEELINGS FULL OF SECRETS AND LIES, CAUSE I BEEN STOP LOVING YOU THE DAY YOU CROSSED THE LINE.

FOR AN EASY LIL TRICK WHO DIDN'T PUT IN WORK, I CAN'T RESPECT YOU AS A MAN WHO HAS WORTH IN MAKING ME HURT.

SO KEEP ON WALKING REAL LOVE IS NEVER TO LATE, I'M A BRAND NEW KINDA CHICK CALLED CHAPTER 38.

AND YOU AIN'T GOTTA LOOK ME UP BECAUSE I BEEN AN ...

MOMMY TALK

IT'S CRAZY HOW THESE KIDS WANNA MIMIC THEIR IDOL.

WHEN YOU WAS GOING THROUGH YOUR LOWS THEY WERE NO WHERE BESIDE YOU.

YOU STEADY SAY YOU CAN RELATE TO THE THINGS THEY BEEN THROUGH.

TELL ME HOW THE HELL THAT IS WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.

I DONE SEEN ALOT OF THINGS JUST WANT THE YOUNG TO SEE CLEARER.

I'M THE SAME DAMN PRECIOUS I JUST I GOT 7 CHILDREN.

I PUT THE PRESSURE ON THEY NECK EVERYTIME THAT THEY TRIP.

I'MMA TWO IN ONE PARENT CALL ME TINY AND TIP.

AND I'M SO PROUD TO BE A LEADER TO AMAZING KIDS.

AND BELIEVE IT'S STRONG WOMEN EVEN WITHOUT A MAN.

I'M A WALKING TESTIMONY TO THE THINGS THAT I DID.

LIKE COPING WITH 7 BIRTHS WHEN 8TH ONE DIDN'T LIVE.

I'M JUST TRYING TO SPEAK TRUTH TO THE KIDS WHO ARE LOST.

KNOW YOU CAN HAVE THE WORLD TO IF YOU RESPECTING THE BOSS.

IT'S THE WOMAN WHO RAISED YOU TO THE BEST SHE COULD DO.

SO I'LL NEVER BE ASHAMED OF ALL THE T...

DEEP

DEEP WAS IN MY HEART AND DEEP WAS ON MY MIND.

YOU MESSED OVER SOMETHING GOOD TO MANY TIMES.

DEEP WAS IN MY STOMACH AND DEEP WAS IN MY CHEST.

MOVING ON AIN'T EASY DON'T EVER SETTLE FOR LESS.

DEEP WAS IN MY EYES BUT DEEP ALSO IS MY PASSION.

LIFE SO DEEP FOR ME THAT DEEPS A CHICK I'M SMASHING.

DEEP TOOK OVER MY BODY WHEN DEEP RELEASED MY SOUL.

AND DEEP AIN'T GOT NO AGE BUT DEEP STUFF WILL GET OLD.

MY DEEP AND DEEPER DEEPEST CAME FROM ALL THE PAIN I HELD.

NOW I'M DEEP WRITING AND DEEP IS UP FOR SALE.

JUST THINK OF THE DEEPEST MOMENT WHEN YOU ALMOST GAVE IT UP.

BUT NO MATTER HOW YOU TRIED DEEP JUST WOULDN'T GIVE UP.

I PRAYED AND FAUGHT, FAUGHT AND PRAYED DOWN ON BENDING KNEE.

BUT I'M NEVER GIVING UP ON DEEP AGAIN UNTIL MY MIND IS FREE.

NOW WHAT ARE YOU DEEP ABOUT!!!