The experience of life has a hold upon me. Indecision fractures peace. Surprises captivate me. A journey of facts to face of lessons untaufht. A package deal is what I have got . A feast of choices I cannot make. But the flip side of being abandoned assures me I am not forsaken. The edge comes closer as I zigzag on my way to becoming. That journey begun so long ago. Are collection of happy, and why not. Being defined and then limited by some unnamed and less understood undertaking of destruction is something we should destroy. On sight.