I can't bare to keep a lie bottled up inside
Wondering why,
Why do you leave me clueless with explanations undefined?
What is love?
This answer I can not find
but if love is you, then I should be warned to expect you
I'm not ready to crash and burn
let me get a hold of the steering wheel before you make a wong turn
and a new lesson has to be learned
Oh how I'm not ready to love, I'm not ready to feel
which explains the reason my heart remains sealed
Because if it were to reveal
my deepest thoughts would unleash, and you would go in for the kill
play with my heart until I'm yours
I just can't think of it anymore
Why is it hard to find love's definition?
you want to show me, saying I'm in first place with no competition
I would give you the permission
but this voice in my head tells my heart not to listen
Maybe I'm overthinkin'
Maybelove is what I'm really missin' to be complete
but I don't want to compete
I don't wanna fight for your heart
I wanna know it's still there even if we're far apart
This is where the trust building needs to start
This is where it gets hard
I can't convince myself to let you in
but then again, you could be my best friend
Or maybe the feeling of lust will end
and we'll have to walk past eachother and pretend
LIKE THAT LOVE THING NEVER EXISTED.