I am not ME anymore.
I look in the mirror and see a different soul.
Looking into her eyes because I don't see me anymore!
So this person is SHE instead of me. Jesus! Jesus!Jesus! (Tears rolling down both our faces) She's looking at me I'm looking at her "who is she?" Words that escape both our lips.
Within the blink of an eye darkness surrounds me. I can't escape my body becomes filled with rage (Shouting) I-CANT-ESCAPE!
I CAN'T ESCAPE THIS PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS! I CAN'T ESCAPE THIS SCENERY DARKNESS AROUND ME, wIth every beat my feet make. Running trying to break free of his darkness that has imprisoned me.
My heart beating fast.
My body becomes weak. My feet pulled from underneath me.
This darkness is pulling me in finger scraping the floor as it drags me right back to the beginning of my escape route.
Again I see the scenery in my feet begin to make the same beat....Running....Running to break free of this darkness that's surrounds me.
My mind telling me to run- run-run!
Get out of here!
My body is taking over by my emotions, this pain that invade my soul.
A deeper part of me.
This pain see through the roots of my heart.
This pain has taken over me.
I am not ME anymore!
I look in the mirror and see a different soul, looking into her eyes because I don't see ME anymore!
So this person is "SHE" instead of "ME"
Tears rolling down both our faces.
She's looking at me I'm looking at her, "who is she?"words that escaped both our lips. Within the blink of an eye I'm back in this darkness that surrounds me.
Dreaming eyes wide Open my body becomes weak my mind pushes me on.
A struggle between mind and body.
My feet pulled from under me!
I CANT EACAPE! I CANT ESCAPE!
DARKNESS SURROUNDING PULLING ME BACK INTO THIS NEVER ENDING........
NEVER ENDING
DREAMING EYES WIDE OPEN
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mrmelody7 says: Riveting write lots of movement imagery like watching a play Must say my very favorite singer Natalie Cole has a song on one of her LP called With My Eyes Wide Open I am dreaming a happier version Thanks for the like have not seen you on here in years Enjoyed |
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Ms.PoeticPassion says: Thanks so much!! |
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mlowe5 says: Profound! Next time look into the spiritual mirror of self, evicting all negative reflections from your heart; and when you do, you will see another one of God's precious beauties looking back at you! ONE. Peace and Love. |
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