You have to let it all go, the negativity and doubt that is holding you down. If all this time you think you were using it for fuel, the truth is it was using you and now you dont have that problem any more.
Your freedom is your ability to see your future and then letting it happen. Get out of your own way and greet the day properly. You greet it as if the world is yours. And here is the greatest secret in the world.
.....IT IS.