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life

 am i fully convinced
about not having regrets?

so many years in debt

insecure spouse
marriage jailhouse

interfeering devil tampering
with my motivation level

low as it ever been

my life feels at a deadend
my wife
lover and friend?

Is it doubt?

I feel alone
constant depression zones

it seems no exit out

habitual reposessions
in a never ending state
of recession

it seems

I only wish the American Dream

time is moving fast

I wish I can rewind
back into past

and delete

its partly blame

my spirit feel weak
my future looks bleek

its dark in the present
and irresponsible
adolescents

surrounds me
it somewhat
grounds me

my inlaws are the
greater percentage of
the fraction

my wife remains
timid
with no actions

she wont break the mold
I had fire desires
now all hopes are cold

tired of the double roll

wasnt for love
than I would
leave

still in hopes for change

chasing the
American Dream