long nights of crying not knowing what to do
long nights of Spazin/wildin out over youI can't believe all the s*** that you put me throughwhat am I to youI thought I was your everythingHouse, cars ~ diamond engagement ringthat junk don't mean s***how could it?you gave it all up for that other b****and now we broke up because of itI really considered you my husbandmy friend the that'll be there to the endbut you sinyou liehow could you make me cry?telling me you love me in front of a preacherwhile staring me in my eyeshow could you denynow look into your son's eyesand tell him why mommy crystare at your daughterand tell her is going to be alrightas a matter of facttell them both why you're not here every nightbut enough about them because they're gonna be alrightas for you I can't even stand the sightI wish I would have known this from the startbut that's what every young girl says when they receive their first broken heartbut I should have knownI've been through this beforeyou f***** up your whole lifeover some stupidwhorewhat was you boredis my sex not goodor maybe you just wanted to show your boys that you can stay hoodhoodget the goods then gonow you know why your house is no longer a homeit's amazing I'm like Monica I'm "so gone"and you are so wrongso how should I be?I wouldn't even give you half a chancef*** the traditional 3look what you did to me should I be happys***... you should have treated me like you wanted me when you had me!