Seasonal Emotions

Ready for love

  I thought that you were mine, you told me all that my heart needed to hear. I was being brave just to welcome your love in. Did you realize my willingness to let you in? or were you amazed at how vulnerable I was, See I thought I had left it all in the past, I figured since I was ready to go on a few dates, drink a little bit, talk a little much... I was ready for this life again, but I see that I expected too much too soon; still bleeding out my wounds. But still I thought you were the one...it was you, although you played me to no end and chuckled through every curve you bend. I take this one and wear it with shame, because I allowed my heart to play this game.......again and again, so I take responsibility for this one, and I wear it with enough shame, to strengthen this love of mine to soon proclaim.

Seasonal Emotions

Fast pace, rushing through the slushy mess, mind remains fixed on unwanted thoughts. Fast pace, shivering in tears, tears from the bitterness that continues to invade your space. your destination is near. you see it, you can't feel it, the numbness is loud; lowering your head, thinking if I just continue this pace, I will find my rest.

     Rain drops are sure to stop, but your heart is drowning in a lonliness that pushed you back into a corner, flowers desperate to bloom, but still the bitterness leaves no room. Roses so beautiful cry out for sunshine, staring in the face of they're despair.

     Rises and shines, happiness has been found. but fear keeps it from embracing whats still to come, afraid of the uncertainty, just can't take another drop. soul knows its name, screams it out to its shell, let me out, I am more than what you make me.

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