I wish I could tell the truth about everything I lied about lie about everything I told the truth about I wish I could fix everything I tore apart everything I broke in half I wish I could repair everything I damaged everything I destroyed if I never did wrong wouldn't be no need for this poem I wish I could find peace where sin abounds I wonder what would've happen if I never was around to trip the wire that cause the explosion came in with a bang so loud the hospital is ground zero it went with the innocence I came with proud of the last name I carry until that name was buried along with a nucleus part of my life I can never get back can't get over the fact swept in like a violent wind destroying everything in its path snatched everything in my grasp took everything I had life can break or humble you I'm only cracked struggling to keep from falling in half gladness missing from the laugh liquifide emotions trapped inside a glass hard to learn cirtain lessons still in class writing standards on the blackboard trying to find the reason for the past motivation behind the test I'm trying to pass like a pop quiz I'm not prepared up early Silk almond milk and honey
in mason jar doing morning pages the artist way is the hardest way it's not easy to be a creative kind of being