I don't know how to apologize
For everything I put you through You did what you had to do I was angry for a few I was young then Now I'm just trying to be a better man What I did was wrong You didn't have to forgive me I respect the fact you were so strong You gave me so many chances And still again I did you wrong I was a young and dumb boy then Now I'm just tryna be a better man I didn't mean to hurt or mislead you When we shared that night Everything I said was true Yes I had a girl And I would've told you too But I didn't plan on it being a me & you I made reckless immature decision then Now I'm just trying to be a better man Yea I know I tore down your self esteem I couldn't believe that you... I mean someone... Well just that... you wanted me for me I was just scared you would see my truths and leave I had insecurities back then Now I'm just trying to be a better man Sorry I left you and the kids I was a losers with nothing to give I mean what type of role model would I be A two time felon with no high school degree I was passed selfish then Now I'm just trying to be a better man Sometimes I dream I was made of solid gold And I could give all you my life From my head to my toes Just a little payback for all the hurt I caused in my younger days And hopefully you all could look up one day and smile As the golden sun hits your face