I don't know what it was about Sundays
bringing out the worst in my brother and I
each taking baths the night before
dad
shining our shoes
as if we were expecting royalty at the afternoon dinner table
and while I found no problem in wearing my dark suit
starched white shirt and tie
my brother
always seemed to question everything there was to do about Sundays
why nothing ever changed from week to week
everyone seemed so
satisfied
with the Lord's day status quo
tossing down hell and damnation
on anyone
or anything
altering the weekly routine
of how the Lord was served
my brother got older
and more persistent in his revolution
stopped wearing ties altogether
sometimes turtlenecks
sometimes sweaters
one would barely guess
he was going to church at all
and so I began to ask questions
and imitate
and agitate
and suffer for
MY cause
wearing my hair longer
and ties
became as welcome as September pollen
and hay fever fits
now
with the freedom of choice acquired with age
I sanitize and scrub myself
and my shoes the night before
laying out a nice
starched white shirt across the ironing board
and diligently
patiently
reverently
choose a matching tie for my Sunday morning recitations