how i feel

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Really... Why do whores

Want to be wifed?

Is it so they don't feel like a whore

When they go home at night?

You can't turn a whore into a housewife

And thats a known fact

And once you have a reputation

Ain't no turning back

Why would you even put yourself

In a situation like that?

To be known as a whore

And to be looked at like trash

I guess some people

will do anything for money

**ck around and get something you can't get rid of

all over money

Who Do I Trust

WHO DO I TRUST???

ME THATS WHO!
Sometimes I don't even trust myself

Let alone you

You say you want my trust

Well thats something you have to earn

Last time I trusted you

In the end i got burned

So trust I'm moving on

And trust I'll be ok

Hope you get it together

Cause everything we had you just threw away

MY LIFE TRUE STORY

I'm a tell you my life story with this pen and this pad

How I lost everything I had

How I went from doing bad 2 good,good 2 bad

How  I watched my Brother grow from a boy 2 a man

Didn't live 2 be a old man I guess God had bigger plans

How my Great Grandfather and I shared the same birthday

How I was right there holding his hand when he passed away

How my Mother and Father both left this world in August

Seven years apart

They say death comes in three's... my aunt died six weeks after my Mom my cousin two weeks after my aunt

                                                               
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are u real???

damn mami badd! what's really good wit u?

tell me a little bit about yourself cause im tryna get 2know u

more then just tha physical but on a more spiritual level

cause i realize the more time we spend the better chances we have to grow

ain't like it used 2 be the game has changed for sho

can't seem 2 find a real women only b's and hoes

that is until you so many things that make you beautiful

from your eyes 2 your soul perfection is what you are

what a sight 2 behold

my sunshine

Could it be your smile that brightens my day

Cause i haven't seen the sunshine since you went away

I'm sorry that i hurt you never meant to cause you pain

See it was me being foolish caught up in my selfish ways

I wish you would forgive me cause i never wanted us 2 end

And I could pretend like I don't miss you but the keyword is pretend

See my feelings overpower me and won't allow me 2 just have you as a friend

All i want is one more chance 2 gain your trust again

And if it never happens I guess i'll take it on the chin                                                                   &...

how i feel

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I feel my heart turning cold I guess thats part of the game

After all these eyes have seen I'll probably never be the same

Sometimes I ask God can people really change or do they just change their tactics

To mess with the brain they say what you want to hear but inside their still the same

Me I pray to God and ask him for direction I ask him to let me recognize the serpents that often comes in my direction

The worst thing in this world is betrayal and deceit so when karma comes back to you

Remember you've already sown what u reap so this path that i walk i ask God to guide me

As for the serpents and the snakes i say " devil get behind me".

goodbye

I know your not supposed to question God

But sometimes when I pray I ask God why?

I get discouraged when I hear no reply but then God gives me the strength to get by

Your determination and strength is something i've always admired

But only God knew you were weary and tired so as you journey on

Know that your not alone know that your sister , father and loved ones

Are waiting to greet you when you get home

the last words my mom said to me was

suffer no more mom

Gods calling your name

You don't have to worry no more mom

Or feel any more pain

I know you oftened wondered

Was your living in vain

But you was like that ray of sunlight

Breaking through the rain

You was my mom and best friend

I wish we had more time together

But I know this is Gods will

So sleep tight mommy

Shed no more tears

Please watch over me

And i will see you when i get there

I LOVE U MOM                                  please comment on all my poems positive or negative

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