Just save me

Black n white

Over an over

 I re-wrote each line

From Dear you ,

To

Hello, can you hear me,

I bèen stained by ya pain

And painted red from the Blood they shed,

And still it wasnt enough,

I cant bring back the old "us"

I just wish that the "ME" was enough

Contemplating on the intention,

You Were the one

that opened My vision ,

You Captured the gray area ,

The cold hearted

Imprints of my own pain

And designed a frame

You set me apart from the Rest

We shared intimacy intellectually

You Even shown me ,

A side of me i couldnt see,

You,

Still loved me ,

Like a favorite I felt like the best,

THEN

HURRICANE YOU swept thru

" Whose right or Wrong"  Came to town

Loud talking,

arguments,

Rearrangement of words Cutting deep

...

Just save me

I been here a thousand times If not more..

 Whatever this feeling is

I don't want it anymore

That feeling when something spills ,

Red paint across an empty wall

Sprinkled black dots

With white tracks Endless parallel.

I wish, time didnt freeze my heart

I wish those words held facts

Wen other lips speak they truth

I can't connect 

I try...

Come save me 

I thought I could handle this life without you

I thought it be easy to walk away 

From the lips that cursed my heart

It feels like this every once in awhile.

If falling in love feels like this 

Why is there an opportunity that even exist

Why do we believe in emotional strains

Complicated to it's name

Then frame ourselves as if we the ones 

To ...