"When will this nightmare end? When will my life begin?" While I'm sitting here mending the wounds of my sins, the scars within are ripping me to pieces, the pain increases as loneliness submerge from this hurt and broken into pieces, yet another life deceases as I sit in silence, on my knees in search for guidance through the crashing sounds of silence, with my faith and reliance in the simple facts of science, to end deaths evil reign, with stones the size of giants, so that this soul can live again, while these eyes continue leaking, I'm drowning in my bed of sins, as I'm living through life in infinite extent, caged in a prison where I must do a hundred percent, as I humbly repent from the coming of this endless torment, where there is no escape, as this system holds my fate and the death rate climbs to the fullest extent, facing strangers with evil intent, and hearts that's hardened like cement, that possess my death every moment of the time spent in this prison, this way of life feels like a new tradition, new interrogation, with a different motivation...Pay attention!!..this nightmare has no repetition, so I have free my soul and follow my intuition, where I am forced into rules that leaves me totally driven with ambition to win, "But when will this nightmare end and my life begin?" Why I sit in a system that gained it's reputation through intimidation, but I'm on a quest with a vision to uplift my people because the Black Sun has risen... Black Sun... Written by Sa Ra Safari Messiah Kamau
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mlowe5 says: Remain quested in the bright light of the "Black Sun" shining its supreme wisdom and guiding light. Beautiful. Peace and Love. |
OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY Kamau44
ManifestWe are watching and pretending to be something we envy until the gun is on empty, I see in your eyes, you wondering who sent me, like a loaded clip, my words are on a shopping spree, see, I got the keys to the V dot 6, my heart free although my thoughts sick, we got flipped watching Bonnie and Clyde speeding through life quick like Barney Fife at a slow-pace living a sleepy life, see, our signals got crossed from the inside, as waves of racial violence has destroyed our art & culture, art history, film & media, language & literature, performing arts, business & economics, politics & history, politics & government, science & technology, health, natural science, plants & animals, sustainability & the environment, education & society, lifestyle, religion, social science, I'm reading this list from columns of prisons, this Is the collection of our children manifest in a slow mind and a wicked world, regardless of how we aim for togetherness, in...  |
Me & YouGentle as the words that flow off my tongue like a universal language used to heal the deepest pain that cultivate like the seed of love that fill my brain, to bring hope and love to those who feel as though they are going insane, as the frames of kindness guides me towards the pain and hurt of this world, that fuels my heart as I fight with the thoughts to change this world, that transcends all barriers and all divides, to awaken all our men, women, and children and unite us into a weapon, that shield us against the darkness of the night in this great fight for love, peace and harmony, with a force that can conquer evil as we spread like wildlife and embrace the passion for kindness, that guide us to our shining destiny of freedom...the fight for freedom starts with us, through each small act that we do, it will grow into a movement that can be renew through me and you...Me & You... Written by Sa Ra Safari Messiah Kamau |
Black Sun"When will this nightmare end? When will my life begin?" While I'm sitting here mending the wounds of my sins, the scars within are ripping me to pieces, the pain increases as loneliness submerge from this hurt and broken into pieces, yet another life deceases as I sit in silence, on my knees in search for guidance through the crashing sounds of silence, with my faith and reliance in the simple facts of science, to end deaths evil reign, with stones the size of giants, so that this soul can live again, while these eyes continue leaking, I'm drowning in my bed of sins, as I'm living through life in infinite extent, caged in a prison where I must do a hundred percent, as I humbly repent from the coming of this endless torment, where there is no escape, as this system holds my fate and the death rate climbs to the fullest extent, facing strangers with evil intent, and hearts that's hardened like cement, that possess my death every moment of the time spent in this prison, this way of... |
UnbrokenMy eyes have become frozen shut in this acid hell, this is the devil's hotel, that hold tales that excel and swell as the storm blew by, but left behind her anchor, these prisons are money machines like a banker that spread like cancer, but we still have no answers, why I sit in this cell with the wisdom of Malcolm, with the Soul of a panther, I hold the African anthem, but my people are still dying at random, like the truth is like chasing a phantom, so once again I'm left stranded amongst thieves and masked bandits abandon, rapidly rattling off at the amount of my ransom, the stakes have been raised, as they wheel in the cannons of propaganda, now all they have to do is turn on the cameras, they are lying at random, as they hide the keys to unlock the answers, my thoughts are eating me alive as these wolves circle me in a world that's controlled by sub zero emotions, so cold that I'm numb to the explosions, frozen emotions slumbers without sense of motion as I dropped into deat... |
Unity of A NationQuestion; "How can we nation build when we can't self build?" Yet the tragedies of disasters we master in this kung fu society, the mental suffering of agony bleed me dry, the failures we try, tie me in an intense and excessive anxiety, my eyes bleed vines of weeds that sleeve my heart, my mind is fighting with my thoughts, this form of suffering is tied into knots as I sit in the dark of this four corners, North, South, East, and West, I sleep with death like breath, but I can't breathe! Shackles and chains, so I can't leave this colored world that's fill of mask faces, being mad is like being fill with hatred, and the badge is racist, "How can we erase this?" When we ain't writing the scriptures of policies that create poverty and turn us into property..."How can we nation build?" When suffering is all I see in this Asphalt concrete, they paved us with mixed behavior and called it a mental disorder, intoxicated our daughters to destroy their seeds, so all we breed is toxic grav... |
RareReal chemistry is rare, real love is rare, real support is rare, real friendship is rare, real is rare, Satan got us by the heels in this life that we share, this burden is more than I can bear and it's not dark yet, but it's getting there, as hate gaze in thine own heart trembling in the love we share, madness and fear we declare make us who we must bear in a bloody affair with paws like hands in prayer, but there's no way I can compare all those scenes to this affair...the passion of life is rare that life ain't fair as I stare in the light of life like a deer in headlights, rare rights, have me fighting the wrong fight, all nights, I'm face with the wrong sight, bloody knife, from self-inflicting pain, emotional strain wash over my skin like rain, this burden is more than I can bear as I keep one step ahead of the persecutor within the hollow place where the devil pounding on tin, I see the screws breaking loose like the sound of a violin, rare as a child crying to know and fe... |
The Beacon of New HopeThey have stripped me and raped me mentally, chain me in this misery of sympathy, physically this is the history of this mystery that is topped off with trickery, the human conditions contradictory to victory that complicate the art of simplicity that insult the electricity that disconnect our ethnicity of as we sit like 24/7 warehouse utility, unconditionally, this lethal injection is straight electricity that force us into sexual activity like we have lose our creativity too live our own lives, fighting other folks strife in this world broad field of battles like driven cattle to the slaughter house, being moved around like the computer mouse in this secret haunted house, from the project dollhouse where we are forced to live and play house, as everyone raised their glass to the master of the big house, "Can you not hear the screams and shouts that breed doubts, fears that has been tagged on the stomach of our pregnant spouse, with an empty stomach full of anger and doubts, as she... |
Within"which mask do you wear?" Because we kill what we love pretending to be other then ourselves, while the impression of our life is hidden behind a thousand masks, within as well as without the glass, "How can we last when we panic when our weakness are exposed?" Created holes pretend to hold what it doesn't know, Acceptance flow through what we doesn't show, Yet, to show you the person I do not know, you'll think less of me, Rejection seems to be the death of me, Deep-down I'm nothing but the breath I breathe, The voice that screams from my own self built prison leave me trembling as the child within, until I begin to see the empty space that fill my space as I taste the surface of death, I realized that I'm hurting myself, fooled by the masks I was forced to wear through routine lies that has created my dreams, My screams have breathe life back into me and I want you to know how important you are to me, for you grow within me from this lonely prison, I tremble behind shad... |
A StormI don't write to perform, I write through the storms of pipedreams and triple beams, Till the neglection of education and free basing, Where 10 year olds are throwing signs like the masons and the world has only begun to face sin... See, they are raping our minds as they done our women's, The wounds of our lost children are now deeply rooted into street gangs, Why I sleep in a cage of a system that still speak, ' hang them ', A place where picnic meant, "pick-a-", and yet we are quick to pull the trigger... As these pigs tail wiggle, Why they giggle just a little, playing the sound of death on their fiddle's... As the blood makes your tongue bitter, These are not words of a riddle, For I have curve through the folds where they spit cold in these dirt holes... As we live in a world of metal, That has created everything from building to there guns, Till fugitives on the run, Till slaves in the slums, We are like raisins in the sun, Bottle up like their brandy... |
Dark FleshDark flesh, dark flesh, Soft like her wet breath, Which touch the invisible soul, Moisture that makes the physical grow, Grow!!! "How can we grow?" When our thoughts are transparent like cellophane, Where the knowledge is camouflaged in books unknown... Blind to the make eyes, And history replace with lies, Where the fly's don't only stick to , but also stick to the dark flesh that plays in this ... "How much more can we take?" When the invisible becomes visible, and America becomes livable, Yet this dark flesh is blind to the make eyes like fresh air, That blows through the evergreen trees where death lay, still, 'Still I rise!!!" For our ancestors that gave their lives, to allow me to be an individual free, Yet, I see in your eyes that you don't feel me, Dark flesh, dark flesh, This dark flesh is real to me, So no longer will I camouflage the facts of reality, Because I have a right to be me, Me... Yet, "Who is me?" If reality can't breathe, Fa... |