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Sitting here, Just wondering where the f*** did I go wrong? How did I end up this way? When did I start allowing myself to play?
Sitting here, Just thinking how can I change? What if I just want to be the same? When did the sunshine become just rain?
Sitting here, Just wondering which path did I take? Which road and and which forest I not break? Who even led me on this path? Why did I even follow? Is there any reason that I feel like I shouldn't be here tomorrow?
Sitting here, Just thinking what if I go this way? What if I turn around? Would I be able to go back to stay? Sitting here wondering thinking trying to figure this to s*** out. What if I just sit down and scream but don't shout? What if I spin around , what if I fall to the ground?
What if I just say f*** the world and don't make a sound? Sitting here with all these questions and don't have no answers. What if I just say f*** it all and go back To answering answers? What if I just go back to questioning questions? What if I just go back to having sessions after sess?What if I just say that I'm so darn insane? But would that not be the same as a change that's changed?
What if I just stop questioning? What if I just gave up? What if I just say f*** it all and just don't give a f***? Sitting here, sitting here, sitting here....
I'd think I found the conclusion. I think I will just be better sitting here sitting...
