I filled my tub with drinkable water and just sat in it because I was sad, I heard that today and I really thought about it. They still beat the sympathy out of me. I use to care about stuff like that. I stopped or rather they made me stop.
I wanted better for myself but I had to stop caring about the rest of the world for a little bit.
Im living in the Amazon right in the middle of my city. It was gritty and thats what I was, grit.