didn't mean to cause damage I tend to be heavy handed it happened I didn't plan it no excuse intended but I grew up mismanaged around a lot of drugs and violence couldn't get no silence those who took me in wasn't always able to provide life wasn't stable mentally couldn't unpack questioned birth why I came to earth who made the world so cold nearly froze on the street damnly starve with no food to eat where's the dad where's the mom what did I do wrong must've took a life in a past life cause life sure trying to take mine like a Moore I'm just passing through searching through a pile of white lies to get to the dark truth can't let the past get me down if I go too deep I might drown in the water under the bridge I used to be angry so angry I destroyed everything around me no stranger to police at risk child kicked out the Covenant House for being disruptive for acting out now I look back at all of that thankful I didn't snap could've been a mass shooter rage don't love nobody it don't discriminate it hates everything included the one possessed everything can't be pretty some things have to be a mess because it's a messed up world were in