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In and out , it comes and goes
Confusion along with grief
Back and forth it rocks,
showing minute signs of relief.
Questions, so many
Answers, so few
Searches of parties,
Searches of you
Anger is its feet, that walks across the heart.
Sadness is its hands, that seem to rip it apart
You left me, you went away
For some unknown reason
you chose, or was forced not to stay.
For years that seem no end,
I cry, I wait, I hide
For years so cold back then,
without you by my side
Needing you more than darkness needs light.
I needed a stronger you,
I needed you to fight.
BLACK WOMAN, BLACK MOTHER, BLACK QUEEN
I yet and still need you
the answer to my dream.
It matters not the facts of your dilemma
or the facts of your pain.
Strong family ties yet still here for the gain.
It matters not what I did or did not know.
It matters only room, for forgiveness to grow
In and out it comes
God will the pain ever cease
God says....
"Come follow me my child,
for I shall give you peace"....HE DID
Mommy where did you go?
Somewhere, some place
only God knows.
