17 years ago Today Dark and heavy hearted, Eye...
Got lost in searching for The Why...
Why this? Why that? Why God? Why Me??
A broken little girl at Core, Everybody... but Me.
Projecting every ounce of my Insecurities....
Aligning myself with any Soul who welcomed my Miseries...
Broken lil baby, always breaking my Own heart...
Seeking fulfillment in the wrong spaces...Since the start.
Tried a little of this. Did a lot of that...
Confused as hell...low vibration is all i could attract?
Until I came to innerstand Free Will...
I can choose. Always could. I Chose to heal...
15 years in still lost in the why...
This is the year I learned to Cry..
To feel my feels, allow them to flow...
Holding space for All of me is how I began to grow..
Growing pains are real and shadow work is true...
You'll never know true love until you find it in you...
I have it in abundance..as within so without...
But i couldnt receive it...not from without...
Thats when Eye became determined to Master it...
Self love, acceptance, authenticity. I finally grasped it...
I tell you all of this to say...
I come before you: Whole Healed Receiving Soft... Saying THIS is why on Today...
Receiving•Acknowledgement•Acceptance•Embracing•Healing•Growing•Loving •Living•In the Now...
Golden heart, Light as a feather.. this is how...