I have been struggling with a lot but I have still tried to make things right even when there was no right answer. Then I worked on survival.
I had rivals of which I should have had none. We were all part of the seem team lost in a carboard dream and not able to punch holes in it anywhere. We made sense of it though, brought our bow and shot arrows at the unforgiving world.
So when I stick the dismount, clap like it counts because it does.