I think we all want but you have to want it more than anything else and I think we want it more than anything else. I think I got comfortable with the way things are and then understanding thats not how they really are. We are shaping the world and being shaped by it.
I guess we just have to determine our shape and then find our way in the world.
Eventually something has to work we just have to keep striving for something better.
Ok, im off my soapbox now.