I had day dream telling me with it's actions that I will raise a child alone. Happy story made into a flurry off deep regrets, late checks, and suspects. Untrust and unbelievable everything trivial like someone foriegn made the rules. I dip and sip eating fondly from this love, but its nothing I can do if she is not the plug, there is nothing I can do if she is not the gem, I can do nothing if she is not the stem to my plant the zipper to my pants and the movement in my dance. I find myself writing on the base of my temple the words you said to me that made me tremble. Where is there to be simple when everything is so hard and enclosed confiscated by corruption? I am in doubt of all that I know. ...I had a day dream with the actions that I will raise a child alone because you said you had to go.
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love_supreme says: There is a lot of emotion in this poem. |
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