I knew better

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My heart feels like it’s been torn apart
And I never  thought I would let it go this far
Silly me for thinking this is meant to be
Silly me for falling for someone who is just pretending
So I think to myself “what the *** is u doing?”
Feeding and loving a man who don’t know where he’s going
Wasting my time, and feeding me lies
As if I was foreign

Man I swear ignorance is bliss
I’m tired of trying only to end up with a hit and miss
Shaking my head while crying in bed
God im too old for this s***
But I guess u haven’t lived
Until you experience what I feel
Torn apart is my heart and I knew better
But my heart wouldn’t allow me to do better
So once again I ask myself “what the *** is you doing?”
But self couldn’t possibly answer me back
Because my heart has already won
And my brain was second up to bat