Scars.
i have scars so i know that the past is real
sometimes at night i cry
because theres certain pains i still feel
im only human
so its hard to shy away from my emotions
but i bury them deep
and sometimes what im supressing
presents itself in my dreams
theres alot of nights my body begs
but i just cant sleep
cus even in my dreams i still cant escape my reality
my mind never stops working, it takes no days off
whether im planning ahead, thinking behind or
finding reasons to have a good cry
im only human
and im true to my emotions
but only with me
id drown in my pride before i let another see me weak
cus i let alot of people in
and now i wear there scars on me
its not the weight of the world
but it still weighs heavily
and even tho i shouldnt i pray for everyone who came and misled me
blinded me hurt me betrayed me cause me any pain and left there scars on me
only because i know they were for a reason
a nd when they left i continued to grow
see these scars they built the real me