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By: Tonya Johnson-Arkadie
I forgive you…
For the time that I needed someone to listen to me, hear what I had to say and tell me what they think… You opened your mouth and spoke your most honest lies to me. Words like no other, not yet, have I ever discovered Letters from the alphabet, which creates your words to form your untruthful sentences. Using every bit of it, because in your mind the objective was to use up all of this. “Yes, tell her what she wants to hear, wrap up all the lies and present them to her as an endearing gift.†When she begins to realize this, I’ll dig deeper in my own ___ with a twist to make her think she’s the cause of all of this. Howling at things that didn’t make any since, as like a dog that barks at the wind if he feels it shift. Forgive you… For showing so much of yourto me, especially when you thought that man was trying to be with me. You cursed me and made a scene but at the same time you wanted me to believe you were loving on me. Using my youth to make your old new, to give someone a reason to wonder about you. Telling them that I was “old news†because you would like them to trust that I was hounding you to be with you… But in fact it’s that you just never told anyone the truth. Dishonesty is the only thing that you can prove; cause honesty is just not in you. You pretend to them to let me go, but you’ve held on to keep me close. I forgive you even more because now my feet have finally hit the floor. The love no longer lives here anymore. All the things you keep up your deceitful sleeves, has help me see that you’re nothing more than a thief. I have begin to take control again, it’s all about what I have with in. An now, I only view applications from real men.
