HIS PAGE

ANYWHERE BUT HERE

Pictures embedded in my mind

So I cover my face trying to blind,

My eyes to the images that won't go away

A constant reminder of that effed up day.

Words and convos stuck in my brain,

I just wanna drink n take away the pain.

The verbal exchanges play so vividly clear,

Taunting and daunting in my ear.

Baring souls, fantasies, wishes and dreams

To me more than friendship so it seems!

Revealing to others your feelings and thoughts,

Never thinking that you would ever be caught!

But caught you are without a doubt,

Damn you couldn't take another route.

Apparently not cause it's very clear

that you wanna be anywhere but here!!

HIS PAGE

 Welcome Mack,

No that ain't me.

He's logged in already!!??

Am I shutting down, hell naw!!

Whoaaa....

Should I, Shouldn't I?

Probably shouldn't but of course I am!

OPENED....

Friends Request, Messages,likes, pics......

Eff alla dat, Messages saved.....

Open, Read, Fwd to self...

Eyes wide, getting bleary, wet with tears....

Still time to shut down or delete.

NO WAY....

Too far gone, in a state of disbelief

Seeing red, feeling so much rage

My own fault,  I never should have entered his page.