FROM YOUTH PASTOR
TO A TRUE MASTER
YET WHAT ENSUES AFTER
IS THAT WHCH I SEE, ALL I HEAR'S TRUE LAUGHTER
CREATING A 'COLLECTIVE CADAVERS'
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AS A WARMONGER
I WAS A ONE TRICK PONY
THEN I PISSED OFF MY OLD CLICK HOMIES
WITH A BUNCH OF DUMB PHONEY FIGHTS
THEN ESCAPED MY DELIRIUM WITH STROBING LIGHTS
INNER COLD SOUL WOULD ELOPE AT NIGHT
SWINGING MY SPIRITS SWORD WITH HIEROPHANTS & SAGES
PLAYED A CIVILIAN BIRTHED FROM A REPTILIAN THAT FLIP SCRIPT PAGES
A FIRE DRAGON GEMINI THAT CAN SWITCH SAMENESS
NOW I EQUIP AWAKE WITH BRAVENESS
A KEEPER OF THE CRYPT, HERE’S MY TIP FOR THE AGES
A LONELY NOT PHONY MAN WITH MULTIPLE FACES
NOT A TWO-FACED WIT
BUT A SCHIZOPHRENIC ENRAGED WITH
FEELING THE UPS AND DOWNS
OF MY CONSTANT CONSCIOUS PHASES & STAGES
SOMETIMES ONLY FEARING WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME
OR WHAT MY SPIRITS ENCASED IN
SO JUST IN CASE
I SEEK TO REPLACE ANOTHER FACE
WITH BECOMING MORE BRAZEN
FEELING INTERNALLY VACANT
SO I PLACATE, PALLIATE AND ASSUAGE IT
TRY TO LESSEN THE PAIN
SO I MESS WITH THE BRAIN TO TRY TO CONTAIN IT
WHAT’S IN THE HEART HAS MADE ME A CREATIVE CYNIC
SEEKING TO PIVOT THROUGH COSMIC ENGINEERING PHYSICS IN LYRICS
EVEN EMBALMING THE SPIRITS
TO PREPARE FOR NERDY WORD OLYMPICS
READING DAILY, TO EXTERMINATE FRAILTY
IS THE BEST OF FITNESS
SO I FINESSE WITH NOTHING LESS
THAN THE BEST BREATH EXPRESSED FROM MY CHEST
AND EITHER MUSOVNI OR SKTZO MIMICS
AND EL’S THE WITNESS
OF ERIC LEES EXCRUCIATING CRUCIBLE AND CRUCIFIXION
I’M TIRED OF TESTS
SO I DETEST AND LOATHE SO I MADE AN OATH
TO NEVER BOAST THEN WE TOOK THE TOAST
FROM A SPECIAL CHALICE & GOBLET
ADMITTEDLY, I ONCE FELT INFINITE PEACE FOR A SECOND
BUT THEN SATAN ROBBED IT
AND THOUGH I'M ANCIENT, I BEST PERSUADE WITH STAINLESS
AS MY MIND IS AGELESS
LIKE MYTHRA AND THE DAYS OF ESSENCES & PAGANS
YET NOW I DISPLAY GREATNESS
BROLIC & BURLY YET BLAMELESS
FROLICKING WITH THE BROLIC KING
AND YET NOT A PERSON OF FAKENESS
AND MY FLOWS ARE COMPOSED
BECAUSE GOD HAD TO TAME THIS
I SEEK TO ENTERTAIN BRAINS WITH
TECTONIC PHONICS THAT SHIFT
YET SOME SEEK TO BREAK THIS
NO LONGER ENSLAVED IN A DARK CAVE
KNOWING SOON I'LL ENTER INTO A MARKED GRAVE
DURING THE NEXT DARK AGE
IN MY HEART > FROM WHERE THE FIRST SPARK CAME!