The Night Before Christmas

You Big Back B*tch

Well, it had to be said. You were getting greedy and doing big back on top of big back. You must have thought I was going to cut you some slack. I bet you thought I was going say cake. 

Look at you, now you hungry again and let me be clear. I AM NOT ON THE MENU. 

I handing out plates and this one is straight to your face. Booya!

Masquerade

I was pretending to be something Im not, like I didnt deserve what God had in store for me. I took it out of storage and didnt even have to polish it off. It was rightfully so and I was rightfully woe that it took me this long to find it. I was on God's plan and the tree was bearing fruit. 

I was ten toes in and had a smurk and a grin on my face at the same time. I was time to open the wine, let it flow into those places that I never thought I was supposed to go but I am a seed and I was supposed to grow. 

I am magnificient and I magnify this gift. 

Barking Up The Wrong Tree

You need to tread lightly, I have been lightiing people up all week, not acting right as such, so I had to put the touch on them. I was wickedly good at it and I still have more in the tank. 

Thank you, you chose to be an ally and I think you picked the right side. I been standing right since the beginning, grinning, and watching the world go to and fro. 

And there you go., testing God's patience. I wish you all the best with that.

Pickle Pickle

I thought I was in one, a pickle. I was actually in two. The first one was that I heard dumb sh*t, the second one was that I actually believed it. It is one thing to sow doubt, it is another thing to let it grow like weeds. 

But what did you expect, I was surrounded by naysayers. They wanted me to lay down and I kept standing up. They wouldnt stand with me. I become an outsider. It felt like I was crawling away when I should have sprinted. 

I was a level above their bullsh*t and I kept apologizing. There was no need to. I wasnt in the right but I was with the abundance of God. 

There was nothing more that I had to say.

Wait A Minute

I am speaking confidently into my life. I was speaking a different shade of purple today. My voice was vibrant and I wanted the world to know that I was here. It was clear to me, the path was what it was and I was happy to walk it. 

Im walking it now and you are walking it with me. These streets are gritty so grit your teeth and let the world know you are still here. 

You are not just moving in the world, you have a purpose and I can see it in your eyes. You are destined to be where you exactly plant your feet to be. Love the world and more so because you are in it.

Living In Grace

Living in grace or something like that. I was moving left and right and could not find a way to move forward. I dug in my heels and found myself on wheels. It was a catastrophe and Im not even a pet lover. Im a lover period, of all things that move to and fro in the Universe trying to find its purpose.  

And all the way, respecting those I come across. 

Its Ok To Not Be Ok

Sounds like a good enough title doesnt it. Sometimes things feel like a drift and you really have to make sure you are navigating as best you can. You may fall back and in that process discover something new about yourself. 

You have a wealth of knowledge but more than that, you have wealth. You just dont know it yet. The turn around of it all is that you know more than you think you know. We just have to ask the deeper questions. 

The first one being "Who am I?" You answer that and a lot of the other questions just answer themselves.

In The Middle

I have been in the middle of it all. I have been a fantastic ride and I listened as much as I have talked. I walked while I was asleep and while I was awake and in the end I still meet my fate. 

A wanderer in the wilderness for a tenderness I have never known, for the true wisdom that will never be mine.

Until I surrender. 

But I dont see that happening any time soon.

Hot Links

Everything I wrote on here produces hot links, if you arent paying attention that will move right passed you. Im fully integrated even when some of the world hated, I still prospered. I was on a mission, impossible you say but to this day I have been executing. 

I dont get tired, Im wired for greatness and the funny thing of it all is that some of the haters helped me make this. I stood in their face with it and didnt back down. Clown. 

That was a low blow but then I asked myself how low they would go and they went there so I went there and stared and then in one instance elevated myself. 

So hold your plate out and with your pancakes and bacon and take these hot links im serving.

Finding My Stroke

I have been in the game a long time and the truth is I am just finding my stroke. It took long enough but the truth be told, I wasnt paying attention most of the time. My attention was split between nonsense and more nonsense and I kept trying to make sense of it. 

I was buckling under pressure that was no pressure. It was nothing but air and I kept breathing it in. Oh, to live a life of sin and be purely oblivious to what is going on in the world. 

I was spun left, right, and sideways before I made my way to what was right. I plan on staying here. I look this place. There is no good or evil, just us so you can make a heaven or a h*ll out of it. So choose your paradise. 

Sputter, sputter, sputter, listen to the engine cough and catch gear. From this point forward, you just need to take off.