I want to find forgiveness within myself
I want to genuinely apologize to me
For breaking my own heart
Betraying my own self
I’m sorry for letting you down
I abandoned you, when you needed me the most
I didn’t listen when you warned me about them
I didn’t pay attention to the signs
I told you everything was fine
When truly I hurting you at this same time
Forgive me for the late night cry’s
The lies I fed us to survive
I apologize!
Please find it in your heart to see me as I am
And not who I was
I acted out of character
I was angry
You were hurting and I just left you there
Lost
Forgive me again and again
70 times 7
Please I beg you
I’m sorry to me
I apologize to me
I watched you drown in your own tears
Hopeless
Helpless
Never again
I’m showing up for me
I’m taking back who I am
And never will I lose myself
In the ways of this world again
Me to me
Please forgive me
Forgiven I am.....